
Author – Piotr M Kalinowski
Today Has Been Delayed
In 2014, Piotr’s soulmate of 49 years, Pamela, died suddenly, without permission, in his arms at the scenic home they had created together in Lincolnshire.
In the 10 years that followed her passing, he experienced the full spectrum of emotions that so many of us who have lost life’s meaning feel – even thoughts of ending it all.
Out of the blue, he discovered the creative act of writing poetry was his way of coping with this vast array of dark emotions. And, because of the arrival of the mysterious ‘LB’, his journey of self-discovery ends on an optimistic note.
These poems are now available in one imaginatively illustrated volume for the first time, as a tribute to Pam, and for all those who may find comfort in reading them. Printed to the highest standards, the book – ‘Today Has Been Delayed’ – is available to buy exclusively online.
Thank you for visiting this website. If you are in the same dark place as he was, you may find this book helpful and supportive. And might they encourage you to write your version?
In the 10 years that followed her passing, he experienced the full spectrum of emotions that so many of us who have lost life’s meaning feel – even thoughts of ending it all.
Out of the blue, he discovered the creative act of writing poetry was his way of coping with this vast array of dark emotions. And, because of the arrival of the mysterious ‘LB’, his journey of self-discovery ends on an optimistic note.
These poems are now available in one imaginatively illustrated volume for the first time, as a tribute to Pam, and for all those who may find comfort in reading them. Printed to the highest standards, the book – ‘Today Has Been Delayed’ – is available to buy exclusively online.
Thank you for visiting this website. If you are in the same dark place as he was, you may find this book helpful and supportive. And might they encourage you to write your version?

Journey’s End – Nocturne for LB
I rest – reflecting. And watch you sleep: safely cocooned in chiffoned dreams. And, blessing you, dry tears weep: for, by our love, our future gleams. And the past can take its rightful place: a blessing too, in life’s great race.
How did ‘out of the blue’ come about?
Before Pam’s death Piotr had not written a single poem. Many hard months later their elder daughter went to a funeral where she heard Nicholas Evans’ moving poem ‘Walk Within You’ for the first time – and quickly told him about it. A eureka moment – for reading it triggered the journey that would end with the publication of this book.
Before Pam’s death Piotr had not written a single poem. Many hard months later their elder daughter went to a funeral where she heard Nicholas Evans’ moving poem ‘Walk Within You’ for the first time – and quickly told him about it. A eureka moment – for reading it triggered the journey that would end with the publication of this book.


Preview Before Buying
We have included a preview of some of Piotr’s poems, so you can have a read before deciding to buy the book. Once you are ready, you can order your own beautifully illustrated hardback copy of the book exclusively on this website.


About the people behind – Today Has Been Delayed
Three people have been key to the publication of this book of poetry. Pam, who passed away suddenly in 2014, and who has been the inspiration for many of the poems and for whom the book has been published as a memorial. Piotr, her husband, in whose arms she died, and whose emotions over the following decade found their way unexpectedly into poetry. And finally Harry, whose beautiful illustrations brought the book to life.
About the Author –
Piotr M Kalinowski
Piotr was moved to write these poems following the death of his wife Pam in 2014. He hadn’t written any poetry before that. He still lives at their home in Lincolnshire.

About The Illustrator & Engraver – Harry Brockway
The book is illustrated by eight beautiful wood engravings, lovingly created by the incredibly talented artist Harry Brockway, who was well known as one of the best wood engravers in the industry.


